When it comes to work, I don't complain (much). The most I do is to talk about it with my colleagues, and that's it. No matter how painful or crazy-sounded the task is, I'll do it. What's the point of bringing it forward to the administration anyway? It only causes more problems, and most of the time involves others that have nothing to do with it in the first place.

But even I have my limits.

( Trust Me, or Kill Me? )

So they either desperately want me to slim down, or want to see me collapse somewhere... 😒🙅 #teachinglife

A photo posted by Amirah A (@miracchin) on Feb 5, 2015 at 5:53pm PST

Seven periods continuously with only 20 minutes in between? What worries me is if I ever decide that sitting in class while teaching is the best, since I most probably too tired to even stand properly by 12.30. I don't believe in the notion of teachers sitting while teaching (how can students see you?), but I might as well do it. I prefer that actually collapsing in front of them (which what I rather do in the staff room instead).

Still, Monday is two days away. I shall see if I can manage it without losing my temper to someone.

 So I haven't updating this for five years and two days. Kind of easy to count when the date you were last here was so close to the current date. 

Now, do I have an excuse? Perhaps. A good one? For me, yes. Is it acceptable? Now, it's up to people, isn't it?

I'm working now. Life is crazy, but I'm pushing through. There are times when I just want to stay at home and surrounded by books and sleep, but mostly I'm enjoying what I'm doing now. I'm teaching, and while some says that I can do better, I can't imagine being elsewhere.

Really, it's true. Though I do wish to run from responsibilities sometimes.  But that's what people do, right?

People move on. A few still include me in their fast-paced life, others not so much. That's what you do when you're taking responsibilities. You could not help it. 

I'm content with my life. Perhaps soon I'm going to push it faster, but for now, I'm quite fine to be where I am now. Quite. 

Why am I updating now? Maybe I want to change something after all.